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Fui a Cholula, carretera al cielo, nubes de agosto.
Escribo en mi agenda, en mis notas, en mi cuaderno (en cualquier lado) que quiero empezar un proyecto, me siento dispuesto. Y sucede que no puedo empezar en las condiciones presentes pues tengo muchas actividades extras. Es una paradoja. La misma dispersión que disfrutaba es ahora la que me roba el tiempo, el valioso tiempo. Necesito entonces un plan para reducir mis actividades, y empezar a organizar mis sitios de trabajo. Me entusiasma la idea de tener nuevamente un quehacer, algo que tiene que ver con escribir, manipular imágenes, y trazar una visión de la vida contemporánea. No sé cómo se condensó, o como maduró, sólo sucedió así poco a poco, en la sombra. Y la urgencia de hacerlo viene junto a la certidumbre de querer hacerlo. No tengo tan claro de que se trata lo que voy a hacer, pero el punto de partida es aquella publicación que les compartí en diciembre. Para empezar, algo así es lo que me llama a producir.
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I just traveled to Cholula, highway to heaven, clouds of August.
I write in my agenda, in my computer, in my notebooks (everywhere) that I want to start a project, that I’m ready. And then it happens that I can’t begin with it in these present conditions because I have too many extra activities. It’s a paradox. Having enjoy the dispersion now it steals my time, my valuable time. Therefor I need to reduce my activities, and start organizing my workplaces. I am excited to have a task again, something that has to do with writing, manipulate images, and drawing a vision of contemporary life. I don’t know how the idea was condensed, or how it matured, it just happened gradually, in the shadow. And the urgency of doing it comes accompanied with the certainty of wanting to do it. Still I’m not so clear about it but the starting point is the text I shared with you in December. At first, something like that is what calls me back to work.
enrique wrote on Oct 4:
yesss! that's it! good ol' prehispanic cuisine !!
shinobu wrote on Sep 21:
Thank you for a compliment -- we still do feel complex about it ^^ but look, this just came up -- I've posted it on Milena's page too; a respected Canadian artist Ron Benner is having a "garden installation" titled Your Disease Our Delicacy (cuitlacoche) and serving "smut" to the audience! http://www.jmbgallery.ca/ExRonBenner.html
"Your Hiatus My Art"
enrique wrote on Aug 29:
dear shinobu, i'm thinking about it --- and that could be a goal achieved through the residency, no doubt about it --- i would say that you have done a great job; all these months i felt accompanied in different ways, and also questioned by everybody, not in a direct or obtuse form, but in a essential and existential way, and that is something i have appreciated pretty much --- but the thing is (like what you post in the FB page about me) that right now i'm in a transition, and my task is to gradually put aside a lot of things (hiatus things) that i still enjoy, in order to make enough space and then, to gain time to do what i want to do --- but anyway, soon we will reach the end of the residency, just two more months, so maybe i will withdraw next month, or maybe not --- muchas gracias y un saludo afectuoso !!!
shinobu wrote on Aug 24:
Does this mean you may have to withdraw soon? When this happens, we feel always a little complex - like, we are doing a great job and we are doing a terrible job - a paradox at its finest! (: