Last night our shop got tagged. We quickly responded with a grey tiger paste-up!
Ryan Ringer is a multidisciplinary performance artist who was the founding director of Methinks, a community-based production group, and Project 165, an artist-run gallery and studio space in Toronto. His work has been featured on CBC Radio and Television, Canadian Art Magazine, the Toronto Star, and other media outlets and has been exhibited throughout Canada and the US. Ryan resides in Toronto.
After many years of running an art space (Project 165) while tirelessly directing various overlapping and back-to-back collaborative and independent projects, Ryan decided to break from the art game for a while to get his personal life together. While not wanting to be creating art per se, yet still desiring a creative outlet, Ryan decided to focus on becoming a more mindful bartender and drink-maker. During his hiatus, Ryan and his fiance will open a cafe-cocktail bar in Toronto called Grey Tiger. He will document the process of building and opening Grey Tiger, examining the creative aspects of this process and the connection between his art practice and hospitality career. Or, more to the point: he will examine the fine art of living as an artist on hiatus while taking a good look at where he's been, where he's at, and where he's going. He will paint a portrait of an individual finding his way back to art - or, rather, redefining his practice - by getting lost and finding himself through hard work and meditation.
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We’re about a month away from opening, or so we think. We’ve pushed-back the opening date a few times already and are starting to feel pressure to get the doors open, but we only have so much control over the renovation process. We just have to stay the course and keep our eyes on the prize. We will open when we’re ready; and when we do, it’s gonna be amazing. For now, it’s one day at a time.
The space is really taking shape – it’s starting to look like a bar! – but there’s still so much work to accomplish before we tear the paper of the window and let the sun shine in. We’re nervous and exited; lost and found; up and down. It’s a daily exercise in learning not give a fuck.
While I love the process of building a space – it’s an incredibly satisfying project – I’m really looking forward to getting back behind the bar. It’s been too long. I miss hosting, taking care of people, working the room, mixing drinks – all that stuff. Most of all, I can’t wait to get behind my very own bar and run the show my way. I’ve been dreaming about this for a long time, and I’m more than ready to bring the magic!
The service industry has treated me well. It’s also brought me a lot of hell. I’ve had a lot of fun, but I’ve grown tired of trying to fit into visions I don’t fully believe in. I’m a team player, sure; I can play the part. But at the end of the day, I have to do my own thing.
[To be continued.]
Where am I? Where have I been? Where am I going? These are questions I’ll explore here. More specifically, I’ll focus on my artistic practice – at least the one I maintained up until a few years ago – and how it relates to my drink-mixing craft/hospitality career, and moreover I’ll look at how these positions connect to my current entrepreneurial venture. (I’m opening a beverage house/snack bar – Grey Tiger – with my fiance, Becky.)
Side note: When I was eight-years-young, I decided that I would grow up to be two things: a bartender and an artist.
Until a few years ago (pre-hiatus), I maintained a hyperactive art practice – a sort of social convener-art director-raconteur-performance artist-hybrid. I juggled multiple projects simultaneously – complex collaborations which involved a lot of risk and uncertainty. I worked with little more than a week of rest between projects. These were challenging times. I also directed a space for a good part of this period – a gallery-clubhouse-studio-wormhole kind of operation. To pay the bills – aside from the occasional paid art gig – I bartended and waited tables.
Problem was – much as I loved this lifestyle – I was so focused on work, my personal life suffered greatly. Consequently, I had to walk away from it all for a while. I’d let my “personal life” slide and needed to regroup. Financially, too, I was spent. And I’d grown tired of doing projects on less than a shoestring budget. I was tired of sacrificing my own personal/emotional/financial wellbeing for the sake of creating life-altering experiences for other people. Community-building, collaboration, teamwork – especially the kind of super-DIY kind I was involved in – it’s tough work. So much as it’s full of beauty and fun and positivity, it’s fraught with disappointment, conflicting expectations and sore feelings. I needed to start giving back to myself. It was time for a change.
So I closed the artspace, let go of all the other projects, and decided to reevaluate my position. I didn’t want to give up art completely. And a big part of me still wanted to do what I loved most – facilitating intimacy, shaping social space, hosting and showing people a good time. What could I do?
After some thought, it was clear. There was another half of me, a part that was just waiting for me to grow it iinto something great. My bartender-self. I was a bartender to my core. There was tons of potential there for me to be creative and really take my childhood dream to new heights.
So I decided to focus more intently on becoming a more mindful bar-host and drink-mixer. Everything I really loved was there. Eating, drinking, socializing, stories, all the good stuff. I jumped right in – studying drinks history, technique, products, flavours, all that – and found a whole new world of possibility in the middle of a booming global cocktail revolution!
And now I’m opening Grey Tiger! …
I feel I just said a mouthful. And I only skimmed the surface. I’ll return later with a little update. We’re about a month-and-a-half away from opening – with the support of great friends and family. It’s exciting and scary and all kinds of WHAT? But most of all, it’s turning out to be an amazing journey. It’s a perfect opportunity to combine all my loves. Though I also recognize that it could very well be just as consuming as the world I left for hiatus. But this time I’m not alone in leading the charge.
Until next time, enjoy some pics from the Grey Tiger journey ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
Demolition. Plans of attack.
Shadows of things happening.
Layers of time.
Detail of a mural we found behind a wall. We’re keeping it!